Sad day?

I feel like i am not looking forward to my birthday which is next week. Because 1) i don't know how to feel about turning a year older. 2) Because i know whatever i expected weeks/months ago would not happen as expected. 3) Because i think people are just going to treat it like any other day and this makes me extremely sad! 

:( 

But i guess as long as i have a happy and healthy life, i am thankful and happy.