Should I? I think I should just give it a go. Hmm, I don't know why but whispers of regrets are here. And they are disturbing me. Fear are crawling up my skin and I can't shake the feeling off. No, I believe this is my calling that is why I am here. This is what I want to do. This is who I am or at least who I wish to be. Yes!

I used to think i should just follow my guts, follow my heart, what I feel and so on. But now, it seems harder to do so. Because my heart often clouds with my head and at the end of the day i live in fear, questioning myself, is this what I want. Is that it? Is my decision precise enough? And I wish time and again this will stop. But thus far it hasn't. Does my decision clashes? Or will it clash? Will it happen? Can i do it?

Can I? Will I?